i am not searching for happiness

Hello people.

I was in Singapore when I wrote down this draft, sitting on bed, looking at the blue morning sky outside the window. I had a real great time in my first day in Singapore. I met the coolest family I’ve ever met, which is the family of Vivi’s aunty. They are really welcoming to my sister and I, they did not hardly try to please us, but they did not treat us like extreme outsiders as well, since the fact is, we are total strangers to them. They spoke like best friends with each other, and I love to see how they care very deeply for each other. I do feel happy to see how tender loving they are, in the other hand, I feel a prick of depression, thinking about my parents and surprisingly, my brother. I wish they would be okay, since I still can’t reach them by phone. It was so hard to find a new phone number in Singapore. Gosh. I scream for the people I care, which are my family, my friends, my home sweet home, my own private room, my bed, and definitely my other half, my desktop.

Enough for the blah-blah for this time, I’ll come up with another story in the next post. Please enjoy my photographs, and I wish we could share the same excitement. Happy holiday, people.

boarding pass

I was on Malaysia Airlines Aircraft when I wrote this writing down, and to tell the truth, I always draft my writing on Mac before I finally post it to my blog. So, here I was, sitting on my seat coded D 20, composing my next post, and trying not to get jet lag due to forty five minutes delay before I lastly boarded the plane to Malaysia. Yes, it was a long drawn out wait before I could embark for Malaysia. Well, it no longer bothered me actually, because the captain had already apologized on behalf of all aircraft crews for the unwelcome delay.

Here are some photographs I would like to share with you people, craving some light meals, having latte and ice-blend, drinking in the scenery of air line, where several airplanes passed and by.

Forward to the present time, it is half past ten P.M already, and I am at my sister’s house now in Cyberia, Malaysia. I had mentioned you her name before in he previous post. Her name is Novita. Yeah, we share the same, nevertheless they nicknamed her Vivi long since. Back to the topic, I greatly thank God we finally arrived safely at home now, well not my home in reality, but at least a convenient place to sleep over, get some rest, and take a bath.

To be honest, I had a real long trip, it was like having a thousand miles walked by foot and I was so drained of all energy. I had two hours flight and one hour half or two hours more road trip before we hit home in the end. It was not supposed to be an hour half road journey, however the fact is we somehow had a wrong way back, and we spent almost hours drifted away along turnpike road. Gosh.

It’s ten to one A.M Malaysian time zone at this moment in time, and I need to hit the hay by now. I am totally worn out, and I have to get up early at dawn to catch up my next flight to Singapore. So people, see you around. I am taking my Mac always with me, but it’s an absolute hard task to connect with Internet, since I haven’t settled in yet, and still kept moving. Owing to this reason, I am obliged to apologize for my chaotic post.

I left you some random photos, hope you people like it. By the way, mind my silly face.

Current feeling: Anxious and Excited.

she's grown-up already

I have a lot of things to catch up before leaving for Malaysia this afternoon. I have some troubles in time management, and really, I am sorry if my post kind of messy and confusing, since I messed up with the time and writings, I truly am sorry. First of all, my sister is having her birthday on July 28th, and as a family tradition, my family dined out together to celebrate the day of her life. Not much to say, and I think I’ll let all these photographs to tell you the story. I am sorry for the bad quality of these photos. It was not camera’s fault; it was frankly mine. I still am boning up on photography and I wish my skill at least got better.

It is over midnight already, and in forthcoming ten hours, I will have been off to Malaysia. So see you, people.

P.S. : I am taking Mac along with me, so I could have chance to link up with human race. I'll be missing my desktop at home, well; I think it would be just fine, when I was not around. Big love for my other half, my desktop.

get yourself ready, slowpoke

I am ready for my first trip to Malaysia and Singapore. I told a lie; of course, I even haven’t finished to pack up my stuffs yet. I am a genuine bad traveler. I’ve never known what to bring and what to leave for vacation, and I always ends up standing over my closet, looking mindlessly into it, and realizing that I have to get someone else to do this whole packing things for me. I am not trying to be ridiculous princess or what, which the fact is I am definitely not, but please, could I just leave off this packing duty.

So, here some photos of me doing what so called packing, and I actually didn’t do it seriously. I was posing to tell the truth, and my brother took all the pictures for me. He could have done it better, but he didn’t. He is a prick, but love him still. Hahaha.

I’ve already told you that I am no good at packing stuffs, and my mom couldn’t stop instructing me a load of things to do and whatnot, oh my God, it got on my nerves actually, and I couldn’t help myself but screamed in agony. I was overwhelmed with guilt that I should not have told back to her. She didn’t mean to annoy me, she was merely worried and concerned about her daughters first trip without her along. I am sorry, mom for being a sluty bitch. I love you dearly.

sisterhood is beautiful

Happy birthday, my dearest sister.

Sometimes we were mad at each other, we also on and off hold our tongues after many times big fight, and every so often we speak badly toward each other. In spite of all those facts, I just want you to know, that I do love you, sister.

Be happy always. God bless you.

words from mind

No no no, please don’t misunderstand me as if I was in love or anything related to blossoming romance, since the fact is I definitely am not and there’s nothing blossoms in me, especially the romance itself. It’s titled “Words From Mind”, just because falling in love should be like what it should be, instant. I am going to tell you one truth, well, it’s not because I am a show-off person, but by reason of no one read my writings. Please, don’t feel bad if you do, it’s not a big deal actually, and I’m okay with it.

So back to the main road, which the reality is, I easily fall in love, even with a stranger in busy street or the bustling crowd, but I constantly out of love. Hahaha. I am not ashamed to tell you this honest truth. It is actually what happened, and I am not making any scene here. Well, I had spent my entire precious moment in life worrying about what others think about me, and since there’s no good comes of it, I think I don’t mind if you laugh at my romance. I laughed out loud at it just now, so rather that laugh behind my back, let’s laugh at it together.

Current feeling: Happy, and I wish you felt the same way.

source: discover

if in love like them

I was browsing Bloglovin site yesterday, as meant to find inspirations and muses, when I abruptly ran across a great blog, titled A Cup Of Jo. It is an absolutely cool blog from a professional magazine writer based in New York. In point of fact, A Cup of Joe is not mainly talking about fashion things, but there are some fashion writings and pictures, and I am completely enjoying reading all her posts.

Still from A Cup of Jo, I found some beautiful photographs hosted by Green Wedding Shoes. Yes, they are wedding photo shoots, and even though I don’t believe in marriage and forever love things, but they are too sweet not to share. Well, okay, I have to admit that I am mulling over getting married, and seeing all these photos, I think marriage could be a great thing. So, does anyone want to marry me?

Enough for the writing now, I’ll come up with another talk, and I am mulling over to write about love, dating, and relationship, plus my point of view of all those stuffs. What do you think? I am starting to be a smart-mouthed person; I get that point.

disturbia

I had nothing to do last night, so here I was, playing with my sister's camera and my Macbook photo booth. I always do anything silly, I know it right on the money.

china, toy store, and pretzel

My parents are vacationing in People's Republic of China by this September, specifically on Eid ul-Fitr holiday. It will be their second time visiting China, and my father is actually planning to travel around China for four times. I don’t know what is it about China, since for the record I haven’t been there in lifetime, but China definitely appeals to my parents, and I am obviously pleased that they’re having a good time together. So, for this reason, my father took the family out to see tour exhibition, which is hold in Mall Puri Indah. My parents both strolled around the exhibition spot, dropped by on some stands, and asked about the some few details for their holiday destination.

My sister, my brother, and I left my parents to have Auntie Anne’s Pretzel. My brother had Pretzel Dog, well he’s absolutely a meat lover and I think he could kill for meat rather than money. My sister chose Cinnamon Sugar for her craving, well to tell the truth, my sister isn’t a sweet-toothed snacker, but she always has sugary pretzel. Unlike my sister, I never had sweet taste pretzel, thus I picked Parmesan Herb Pretzel. Frankly speaking, I don’t like its taste much, and I prefer Seaweed-flavored pretzel better to it, however it’s only my smart ass grading, so it doesn’t mean that Parmesan Herb Pretzel is really not delicious. It is, but it’s not my favorite though.

Have I ever mentioned that my brother is a real gundam model kit lover, well if I haven’t, now I am telling you that he is, and Gundam has become my brother’s number one collection long since. So, here we were after bought Auntie Anne’s Pretzel, in a toy store, which I don’t know what its name. Some pictures I took just for the hell of it. Please enjoy.

P.S These are some photos I took from everywhere. I used digital camera, and to be frank I am not pleased with the photographs result. Rub me out.

a celebration of flour, sugar, eggs, baking powder, whipping cream, chocolate, cherries, and a pinch of salt

My mother loves Black Forest Cake. She's been lusting for this cake long since. 

ask my sexual orientation, and puzzle it out by yourself

source: Sophomore

fill me up with more happiness and laughter

I love yesterday. I love my Friday. I went out with my girlfriends and we had a real blast together, well, at least I did. I met with Norenza, Tiffany, Munie, and Lia, my friend whom I’ve been missing for all along, since she moved to an outlying city, named Solo for medical school. It was a pity that Noella and Felicia couldn’t be with us that day, considering that they have gone back to Singapore for the new semester.

Back to the topic, we had lunch at Warung Tekko in Gading Serpong, well, standing ovation for bomb terrors in Mega Kuningan Jakarta, which automatically made me stay in town. Don’t ask me about the taste and such, because I am not a foodie and have no ambitions of being a food critic as well, hence I can’t tell you about its flavour. I took some pictures there, and here they are. Please enjoy. Excuse my scatterbrained face, it always betrays me.

food parade

After having lunch and some girls talk, we move out, and carried out to have a karaoke time at Happy Puppy. It was my first time singing together with my friends, and even I intensely hate singing, I belted out and sang like mad. The end result was I got sore throat, but thankfully I didn’t lose my voice. By the way, we got 90 points for Michael Jackson’s hit song, titled Beat It. Well well well, I think me and my girls should make a girl band or something alike, since we have a real good talents in singing and dancing. I tell a joke, of course. I don’t fool you, do I?