all told, a pretty fun year 2009 was

Photo parade: [1] It’s my pleasure to introduce you with my girls. Love them to death, and I still can’t believe we could make it through after all these years. I mean, four years are seriously not a short time. [2] For the record, I had the best holiday ever back in July. Bali is my favorite place to date that I’d love to reside and spend my whole life with my dearest and closest. Beaches with yellowish brown sands and a magnificent sun up in the bright sky never fail to gratify my mood. [3] Visited my big uncle’s penthouse in Singapore. A good man with an affable wife, they assuredly performed a great teamwork in taking my sister and I went around the city in our first time visit to Singapore. [4] As I’ve mentioned before and maybe you got bored with it, this year is my first time ever went abroad without my parents came along, only with my sister. I had a great time there, but I also got my heart broken, so bad and it seems not going to be healed anytime soon. No additional info about it. [5] Continuing my journey to Malaysia, I had a day out to Genting Highlands, which is also known as Las Vegas of Malaysia. They have some kind of hip casino there, but I didn’t get any chance to game and gamble because of the underage issue. Anyway, they seriously have a wonderful theme park. [6] I got a life changing experience from my leadership social project; seriously it’s no joke. I used to be a chronic cynic full up with sarcasm and ignorance in real life, but somehow, I changed through this social project, and I feel a lot better to be at least a decent person.

P.S I am blabbing on to much, like always. Should I change it for the sake of your boredom, I wish you weren’t and I shouldn’t change it. Anyway, I’ve made five resolutions for myself. First, I want to stop hoping myself to be a better person in 2010. I am going to start doing something, not only daydreaming about it. Second, I am going to study better and get good scores in every subject. Third, I’m going to pray more often and thank God for the good and the bad. Fourth, I’m going to blog everyday, and hopefully make friends with other bloggers. Fifth, I’m going to find a right love and a right man to love and to be loved. Enough said.

P.S I am so weary right now, and also so full in the same time. Combination of both has successfully generated an urge to hit the hay, so people, see you in the next post. I’m signing off.

Happy New Year 2010, after all.

times are hard when things have got no meaning

Good afternoon, ladies and gentlemen. I just got back from watching Sherlock Holmes Movie at the cinema. What do you expect me to say? Oh boy, this movie is magnificently brilliant beyond words I have to say. Another must-watched movie in 2009, I highly recommend Sherlock Holmes for you to watch.

I love all the actors; they really did a superb job. Robert Downey Jr.'s, Rachel McAdams, and my newfound favorite, Jude Law seriously performed their act well, and I couldn’t ask for more than what they have been carried out on screen. By the way, I was totally captivated by Watson’s intellectual appeal. He’s so much close to my type, I mean, he got that brainy good looking, neatly dressed, and above all, he is a loyal person. Oh dear, I wish there were such a man for me. Lol.

P.S As I’ve promised you yesterday people, the photographs above are what I wore for today’s dressed up play. Quite enjoyed it truthfully, though the photographs didn’t come out as good as I hope they were, but please enjoy it after all. Ow yeah, just ignore my face. I can’t help anything about it.

See you in the next post, I’ll come up with a little reflection in the end of year 2009. Talk to you later.

talk to me, i'm listening

Sun flares. Oh, how much I love this mystifying beauty of nature. I really need to get my butt of my room, go out, and sun myself on the terrace under that beautiful sun, shines nobly above my head.

I’ve been revamping my older posts lately; maybe you guys should check it off sometimes, and I wouldn’t mind if you were willing to give me any comment about it. Anyway, I’ve received some comments from other bloggers out there. I really thank you guys for making time to stop by, reading my post, and commenting. I sincerely hope that we’ll get along well.

P.S I am going to the movie tomorrow, which means I’ll do some outfit post. Wish me luck, people.

source: iamblessed

bananas on my plate

I woke up at twelve noon or around today, not really sure though because I only glanced my drowsy eye at clock and then continued my sleep for a little while. I wasn’t in the mood of waking up actually, knowing there is nothing to do for the rest of the day, but frigging around, watching TV, browsing internet, and in the end, realizing that I’ve seriously got no life. Oh okay, it’s not a surprise actually.

By the by, I finally got up from my comfy bed, and went down stair to get myself breakfast, well it was lunch I should correct, and the photos above are what I ate for lunch. Banana cake with mixed fruit yogurt topping and a cup of coffee. Delicious, hm sorry if the photos were saying contradictorily. My lack of photography skill is still my excuses.

P.S I really got nothing to do, like seriously I even feel guilty because of it, though at least I am still doing all the house chores. I was thinking to do an outfit post, but found it has no point in the end, so I do nothing about that idea. Maybe later, let’s just see.

i'm gonna stay with summer forever

Bali, 2009.

This is where I want to be right now. All the tan sands, beautiful sun, and light blue water. Needless to say, fantasy is just a fantasy, because the fact is I stuck at home, going nowhere but my room, and desperately need a shopping therapy. Oh well, please tempt and humor me, anyone?

P.S I am being random lately, please don’t mind about it. By the way, it’s three days more left before we reach 2010. I really can’t wait, though I haven’t made any resolutions yet for the brand new year. Should I really make one, not really in the mood, well just see later then.

We’ll talk later, people. See you in the next post.

Ph all by my sister.

those who keep silence hurt more

This is so much wrong, my love. I hate to remind you, that I’m not the person that you think I am. I don’t like crowds, but you keep pushing me to blend myself in a group of strangers I don’t have any interest in. I know you did it for my best, that you afraid I would be left out from human society and ended up somewhere in this hellish world as an outcast, but please understand me. I’ve never been a decent person in this life, I know it in the first place and I do feel sorry for you to be disappointed, but this is the real me, the only me who is doing her utmost to be honest to herself. Sigh, I know I’ve done mistake and maybe I’m taking the wrong path, but please let me fall for this time. Even if I hit the ground, though I will break down and cry, I will definitely not give up on what I believe I really am.

I am talking shits. Like always, please don’t take it too personal. I am the weirdest creature existed ever, you can really tell.

P.S I am going to do grocery shopping with family, I will talk to you later. See you in the next post.

Cookies, anyone?

Ph all by me, randomness.

i'll paint rainbows all over your blues

Just finished cleaning up the house, and now is being rushed over to take a bath for the big family feast. Oh well, feel likely not to go, but this is kind of tradition in family, so I have no option but drag myself in. Truth to be told, I get along pretty well with my relatives, besides my own parents and siblings, but not close enough to be named as a loving big family. I myself don’t have any answer why our relationship ended up like this; it’s been like this since forever I suppose. Okay, another trivial details of mine, you might so over it so I should leave it at that.

I have to go now. We’ll catch up later, people. Bye.

P.S I am leaving you guys with some random photographs I took awhile back. Not really entertaining, but please, enjoy. I’m doing my best to cheer you up.

Ph all by me.

merry christmas, lovelies

Merry Christmas, people.

Happy holiday.

P.S I want gingerbread cookies.

XOXO, novita.

i'm standing here, you just don't buy

Hello, my dear. How are you? I just want to pop some photographs I snapped from my yesterday girls outing. My dear friend Noella was celebrating her birthday yesterday, which is one day early because her real birthday is today, December 24. . She’s 20 already, not to mention that she’s old, I’m so happy for her. I really thank God for having friends like them in my life; they are super duper awesome.

felicia and noella

lia, munie, and felicia

We had Japanese cuisine as our lunch, and were followed by delicious desserts. Sad to say that I don’t have any decent photos of our Japanese lunch, but I’ll leave you with some desserts’ photos I’ve taken. Not really good actually, but okay enough I suppose.

P.S I am so broke. I need to beg my dad to give me a side job, or else I’ll die in an abject poverty. I feel bad for saying this, regarding there’s a lot needy people who are poorer than me, and who am I ranting on about such a thing. I’m so not grateful, and this bitter fact makes me totally feel bad, for myself and for the society. Enough said.

i don't want any regrets

Hello, people. I’m back. Just want to drop some photos for you. Oh well, for no one I did it, but please, if there were anyone who is kind enough to give a hoot about my post, please enjoy it.

I had a meet-up with some best friends back in senior high, really had a great time, and an absolute nice chat. This is what I wore for the day. I am wearing a white lacey dress actually, but I slipped it in, so it looks like I’m wearing a lacey top. Kind of like this idea, maybe will experiment with some dresses I had, um, truthfully my sister had.

I will post another photos from today’s meet-up tomorrow. I seriously need a rest right now; well maybe I’m going to chat with my mom or watch TV a little with my sister before I hit the hay. So people, goodbye. See you in the next post.

P.S. I’ve been asking too much lately about everything in this sickening life. My mom thinks I’m off my nut and I think she might be right.

lovelorn badass

Hello, people. How are you? Three more days before we hit Christmas day, so how do you guys feel about it? Excited, thrilled, or what? Well, whatever it is, I wish you were all happy and blessed with everything you’ve got all this time. In case, anyone were curious to know what I do feel by now, I am telling you that I am doing good and currently am happy with all the things happened to me, really wish it were not only for a moment.

Truth to be told, I don’t know what to write and share with you people. Life is getting ho-hum somehow, and I still can’t figure out what am I doing right now. I mean, I made a blog from nothing to something, though it’s something trashy, but still count it as something precious at least for me, I wrote an abundance of personal blah-blahs for the sake of no one, and took photographs of myself and things that caught my attention. I’ve come to a stage where I found myself being clueless on what I’m doing and where to go, all I know is I am happy with all these things are going on. So, I move on and won’t stop. I’ll keep on blogging, and stay happy for it.

P.S I will meet some best friends tomorrow. Really can’t wait to have a real nice chat with them. So, see you in the next post.

i promise i wouldn't stand in your way if you wanted to leave me

I woke up at ten today, after about seven and a half hours good sleep, felt so much great, and I just felt happy knowing that it was Sunday and I am under no obligation to study since I’m on my Christmas break right now. There’s definitely a big silly grin on my face, you can tell.

I spent the day at home, doing blogwalking, skimming through the newspaper, and generally lazing around. If there were anyone wonders about the fact that I’m reading newspaper, believe me, that I’m not telling a lie. I read newspaper everyday, though it’s only a quick read, and I read it oftener than magazine. I am sure a full-on geek, not to claim that I’m a smart person, because the truth is, I am not well aware of what happened in global politics nowadays, literally I am very not interested in giving a damn about those political matters.

Actually, I was not dedicating the whole day just by lazing around, but also doing some housecleaning, such as sweeping and mopping. It took two hours for me to finish up the whole chores, and I knocked myself out, though it was worth it. Thereafter, I went out with family to have evening meals. I was so full, and thank God, the foods were so much delicious.

P.S Five days more before Christmas. Happy. Ah, life couldn’t be any better. I guess.

so what if this world just throws me off the edge

Oh, great. My final exams are now over, and I’m so thrilled to death to kick off my Christmas break in no time. Actually I don’t have any plan for this break, maybe meet up with some close friend, go to the movies, and hunt for some photos. Not sound interesting? Well, you can tell, but I really get used to it, and I’m absolutely fine, though I would be extremely pleased if there were someone offered me a plane ticket to anywhere.

I went to EX with some college mates right after the last exam, and watched Avatar. I wasn’t sure what to say about this movie. Outstandingly impressive might be one of million words, well count it as two words or one phrase maybe, which could describe this epic battle movie. I love it so much, and I was totally captivated by its high-level special effect and technology applied, which had brought the most breathtaking vista ever on screen. Everyone should watch it, this movie is highly recommended.

Last, I just want to share these photographs I snapped using self-timer. Oh yeah, please don’t mind my face. I don’t know what made me brought my close-up face out; maybe I just wanted to test my self-confidence. Not really sure about it, but whatever nonetheless.