little brother

Happy birthday, little brother. Best wishes for you, always. God bless you.

I sincerely pray for you,

Your sister.

I admit that we have never been good siblings to one another. We often squabbled over trivial things, acted like two spoiled brats, and ended up giving each other the cold shoulder. We both mature, as we grow older. Now, we are no longer screamed in each other face in furious manner when we argued. So yeah, I am thankful for everything we had so far, though it still doesn’t make the two of us good siblings, but somehow I don’t want this thing ever change.

P.S. I am sorry for the lack of updates. Life is kind of boring these days, and I got no zeal for anything in life. Lame excuse as ordinary, I know, but what else I could say? Just, see you around people.

Photographs by me.

sometimes when we want something really bad, we lose sight of what it really is

Don’t be way too good to me, and don’t treat me so well either. You don’t know how you are making me feel yet you don’t know you’ve already torn my heart apart. My heart is sick for your presence, constantly consumed with all thoughts of you, and I think I’m losing my mind. This is not right, just because you are not the guy I should love. We make good friends to each other, and I’m sorry for crossing the line, but should I feel guilty for that?

source: photographed by me.

imperfection is not the reason why human never seem to be satisfied with everything they've got

I want you to know that I’m not a good person. I talk thoughtlessly and I sometimes don’t care if it hurts someone or not. Some people let it go easily, but some other took it too personal and got me so wrong. I seriously think that it’s not my fault. In the other hand, it’s the proof that they didn’t pay any attention on what I was trying to say, and they forgot the fact that I’m still young. Okay, now I’m blaming my age for acting frivolously. What’s next I could blame, I wonder. In short, maybe I’m not really good in telling lies, though it doesn’t mean that I always talk the truth.

P.S. I am not changing, there’s no significant reason to do so. I am only showing my true color. Let me speak up for the sake of my disturbed mental.