Saturday, September 26, 2009

a chance to change or stay the same

I am totally disappointed and underwhelmed. I don’t even want to talk about it, but I just don’t know how to express this feeling of mine nonetheless, without bragging about it and looking awfully lame, though the fact is I definitely am lame. So, I think it’s better for you and me to skip the rambling part, and move forward to what I was doing for the rest of this daylight. Actually, I was trying to focus on studying my statistic inference subject for Monday’s quiz, when the urge of blogging burst in, and I couldn’t even manage to cease, but started to write all these junks down.

I spent almost hours by frigging around, merely doing nothing specifically worthwhile or beneficial for life, yet throwing myself into these whole blogging things. Furthermore, I’m totally into photoshop things for now, and though I’ve been using this great application for some passing years, I still am a newbie. So, here I am, presenting you some of my photoshoped photos, which were taken from my yesterday’s family outing. I am neither an adroit photographer nor a talented artist; thus no wonder if the combination of my photography and photoshop skill is totally crap, but still I love the result. I am being weird, I know.

Today, I sat along with my father, barely watching a somewhat TV program, when my dad instantaneously told me that he was feeling bored and so fed up with the jobless status he is currently in. Well, my father is on his holiday right now, the fact is he is not REALLY jobless. I gazed at him, with a real huge question mark drawn in my face. I just couldn’t get his statement, even more when he added by asking me whether I was bored to tears with this off-duty situation. I replied his question by telling him that I wasn’t bored at all, and I was enjoying this precious holiday. I told him that I wish holiday were forever, which made him ended up with a smile. The end. So the conclusion is, I think my father perceived me as an immature adolescent, and I am not blaming him, since the fact is I am.

P.S It’s a quick last note for my ex-chemistry lab’s partner, Mr. Arvan Rausyan Fikrie. You can be anywhere far distance, but still you are my dear friend. I sincerely wish you all the best in life, and purely hope things worked out as you map them out. I am going to miss you, dude. I really am going to.

Friday, September 25, 2009

when we're busy making our plans, God laughs

One word. Camwhore. So yeah, I am transforming into a loopy loony camwhore, and though it wasn’t entertaining whatsoever for you to see these random shoots of mine, but I found it much way engrossing for me to play around with my Mac’s photo booth. Do I have to state how much I love my Mac






Today, I hung out with my family, and I love this moment so much. First, we went to an electronic shop to buy a scanner for my sister, well, she’s currently having some important college’s projects, which need her to scan a lot, hence my father decided to buy her one. Second, we paid a visit to my mother’s aunty, who is automatically one of my grandmothers. Not much to say, because they were speaking Chinese all the time, which practically made me an absolute outsider since Chinese isn’t my major language. Third, we had a real delightful supper in Jayakarta street vendors. Oh, how much I love this day. Though I didn’t shop for anything and a bit moneyless, still I love this day, since the family togetherness is the most prominent thing for me.
P.S I’ve never been so into Batik, though I’m Indonesian, but I love this scarf so much. My parents gave it as souvenir from their latest trip to China. Kind of weird, since they bought some batik pattern’s scarf from China, inasmuch the origin of Batik is our country, Indonesia. Well, I have to admit, that the quality is better.

Wednesday, September 23, 2009

smile though your heart is crumbling







Models: Malgosia Bela, Sophie Srej and Evelina Mambetova
Stylist: Jacob K
Photography: Tim Walker
I really have nothing to be posted, so I decided to post these eerie photographs of America Harper's Bazaar's editorial. Well, it seems like Halloween is here already, doesn't it?

Monday, September 21, 2009

let's leave this place, let's leave no trace


Freja Beha Erichsen.
Well, she might be the strongest reason for me to be a lesbian.
You don't think I am serious, do you?
source: modelcouture

Sunday, September 20, 2009

let go of the parts of life you honestly don't want

There is nothing to be talked. I just want to share these photographs I grabbed from Cobra Snake with you, people. Do I seriously need to tell you how much I adore Alexander Wang?




P.S I don't have any camera with me by now, because my father took all the cameras I have with him, so I ended up left with only camera phone, which I literally hate to take photo from it. Well, I have to say, that the quality is killing me.

source: Cobra Snake
 
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