we've all got both light and dark inside of us

I actually didn’t know where to start, since there were a lot of things occurring suddenly in my mind and I even had no idea, what was going on with my mind, body, and soul. It extremely annoyed me, and to be frank, I don’t like revealing family matters in public faces. I’m not around the bend enough to publish my family affairs, and let others make fun and consume them like Jell-O. You will never catch me in the act of going around, spreading about family-related issues, especially about strife within my family to the whole world.

For all you care, I had a blast argument with my mother last Friday. I was livid at being misunderstood by her. I thought about it backwards, and I did feel ashamed that I easily lost my temper and blown up like a ferocious bitch. I sorely hated myself, and every time I recalled to that memory, I felt like I need to throw up. I did feel sorry for my mother. She didn’t deserve my bad behavior.

At last, I merely want to say, that even though sometimes we lock horns with each other, nevertheless I do love you mother. You’re the best mother for me always and forever. You’re irreplaceable, and I tremendously feel sorry for the hurts and pains I have caused you all this time.

From the deepest heart, your bad-cranky-daughter.

I LOVE YOU, MOTHER. XOXO.

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