Free Thinker: blogging idealism

I am a colorless lass, that’s not a big surprise anyway, and I think most of people could effortlessly jump to conclusion that I am what I’ve described in the first place. I love fashion, but I don’t do fashion, literally I don’t. I don’t have cool stuffs like what other fashion bloggers have, well; I am not tagging myself as fashion blogger simply because I am not, and I kind of envy for their kicky random wardrobes. I wish I were not the one psychopath who have desire to break into their closet and steal everything they have in it. I am just kidding, there’s nothing to worry, but my no joking mental disorder.

Aside from that, actually there’s one thing that I need to clear up plus underlined before things go wrong and hysterical, which is the fact that I am not a fashion blogger, and I will never be. I post everything I have interest in, and that’s that. I love fashion, so I post them. I love illustrations, so I post them as well, and so the rest. For the best, I highly adore Alexander Wang and Balmain. They both are super duper brilliant designers, and I wonder if I ever had a chance to have at least one of their collections.

Lately, I’ve been hooked by some great talent’s illustrations, and I do have a little bit enthusiasm for them, which makes a good reason for me to post them regularly in my blog page. I don’t have any knack of creativeness, if you are curious to know, and I’ve never had one. It sucks to be me, but I am cool with the reality that I am no good at art. A friend of mine once told me that if I had zeal and longing for illustrations and fashion designs, then it means I had leastways a talent for them. I am not sure though, but I think there’s no need to oppose her words, since they’re good and self-assured.

In passing, there are loads of thoughts frenziedly flying around my head, and in order to keep my temper cool, I am endeavoring to figure things out, even that’s not as simple as it sounds. Honestly for the most part, I’ve been thinking about my next trip to Malaysia in the next 4 days, and actually I am going to Singapore also, since Singapore is Malaysia’s neighbor. Uh oh, I really can’t wait to kick off this trip, and I can’t stop myself counting down the days. In spite of my eagerness for this holiday trip, actually there’s one thing, which has been rubbing me the wrong way all this time, and I can’t help myself to bring that feeling to the end. Well, you can call me silly or whatever ridiculous, but the truth is, I am afraid of being far away distance with my parents. Oh my Lord, please, I sincerely ask you for helping me to get through the days without my parents nearby. Amen.