Tuesday, July 2nd 2009, 05.10 A.M, my relatives, specifically my aunts and some cousins, headed back to their hometown, which is Pontianak, the capital city of West Kalimantan. I deeply felt miserable with their departing, and I do hate the fact that I miss them already, even before they took a leave from my house.
I did not show my melancholic expression in public, nevertheless inside my heart, I thoroughly felt down in the dumps. I’ve never known that I could feel some blue when they left, and this feeling completely took me by surprise. Well, it’s obviously in a matter of my severe mental handicap, I have a difficulty in getting along with others, even with my own relatives, and I despise myself for being an impudent person. It sucks me to the max. Jesus Christ.
I wish I could have some extra days to spend with them anew. I felt sorry for every bad manner I have, and I wish I could experience another happiness with people I love and care.
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