I don’t know whether it is sad or something more intense I’m currently feeling. Complicated is the word, but somehow it’s more than words could describe. I feel insecure for no exact reason. Time flies with no one aware. So ungrateful for what God had given day by day. I want to smoke and drink my troubles away, but my half pinch of consciousness knows that they’re not the solution I’ve been searching for. This is so wrong and this feeling is beating myself up on the inside. Tell me what to do. I won’t commit suicide though, but some times, I frighten the life out of me.
P.S. I am sorry for not being able to live up to what you expected from me. I’m not your super girl, you know it in the first place. Oh dear God in Heaven, please forgive me.
source: chessiekitty's
2 comments:
what's happened? cheer up girl, i know you're strong ^^
time is one of the things that scare me the most. we never no how much we will be given before we die
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