Good day, everyone!
Yesterday, I got a news that my final project grade has been announced, so I checked on my account on The Student Information Service and System (SLIM) right afterwards. And yes! I got an A for my final project, with the cumulative GPA is 3.63 out of 4. I am proud of myself, though I should have been very proud of myself, but I am not. You may think that I'm being conceited, but the fact that I'm unemployed yet, makes these grade and score mean nothing but only couple of numbers and letters.
Anyway, I am signing up for full-time Magister Management at Universitas Indonesia (UI) to pursue my further education. There are only 25 seats available for this term, and I should say that I feel a twinge of inferiority. It's not only because I'm not a graduate of Universitas Indonesia, but I have this annoying habit of expecting the worst to the point it's interrupting my life. I feel like I'm destined to be a loser and therefore I will forever and always spoil every good things and never be successful. This is maddening, because at some point, I hate putting myself lower than anyone else, but at another point, I can't bring myself to do the opposite thing. I'm very twisted, I know.
Anyway, this is it for today. Talk to you later!
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